That’s it ive had it there everywhere, u cant move for them infesting the planet draining the very soul out of existence, moving looking watching talking senseless rubbish out of their sess pits of mouths, even being kind their selfish judgmental nosy interfering mishaps of the universe and like I said there bloody everywhere!
And no im not talking about taxmen traffic wardens or even those god awful excuses of humanity who constantly wander the streets asking u for a spare fag till this day I haven’t found a box of twenty that comes with a spare but they seem to think there is.
No the bacteria im talking about here are people in general.
Supposedly man have done amazing things for instance, discovering fire highly overrated I mean look at the sun compare that to the fumbling of a drunk caveman with two sticks and some flint originally intending to make some sort of Neanderthal sex toy created flames and darn well burnt his bollocks off another outtake on the uve been framed of time. Then of course just to take the piss we decided to do what an sensible race would do………use our new found technology to create bombs guns and several other new exciting ways to kill each other. with the added bonus of destroying the only planet there is where we wont fry on like a fly on an electric death trap or freeze like a porn star on the peak of Everest. Never the less lets have a good old song and dance and celebrate the intellect of humanity with a very stiff drink and a few well arranged nouns verbs and swear words!
Time is no longer a silent reassurance to the masses but a measure of our utter stupidity.
In fact father time retired some time after the sundial, I mean imagine being the only person who new what the time was he must have been constantly inundated with annoying people who wanted to know the time but had no reason, understanding or justification as to why they wanted it and to be honest what it was.
Ive seen to much in my lifetime, here is part of it…..
Cowboy + Steed
and somehow my dad and me i believe
STEED
Ill lead you my blue and bleeding cowboy
heart broken open coping alone
your not on your own ive been here
seen every tear youve cried
…….
I am the one who carries your guns
when the sun starts to set
i will not leave you as long as you
continue to breathe
for me you’ll not grieve
forever well run, together well whether
whatever may come
ive always been there thou u may not of seen
for before you fought for others it seems
wrapped in deams
no means of escape
awake to see it all taken away!
COWBOY
i speak of strange oh the damn right derranged
i thought id lost the plot so i got quite distraught
as i sought after some sort of aim or ,
forgotten rotten rules for a game
but i ought not of fought
at the end of the day i never knew had no clue
i would always stay on the right road
whether it mite be night or day
i carried the heaviest loads i could take
together with my leather bound black horse and i
have paid all the costs and weve cried
but never gave in do we look like weve died?
he cried on my holster,i lied and couldnt get up
off of his shoulder
he stayed by my side while i said goodbye
to the only 2 people i loved in my life
wiped tears from my eyes then to my surprize
he spoke to me freely like one of the wise
STEED
to cowboy
i know that below you a loved one doth lie
cold alone in a box for a bed im sorry for this
i wish it all wasnt true
but remember please what i now say
for i am your trustworthy most loyal steed
i plead please believe cowboy that you
do know in heart that i love you too
for im your partner u wont get rid of me easy
whatever you endevour to do
forever well be
faced with trouble thrown amongst rubble and weeds
but hey dont you see?
were the perfect partners heartless cowboy and steed
though freed from the fear weve none to see here
while each of the cowards were bound to face
will cower as we tower over them
till the end
well jeer, as they become the ones run down in tears
you see you and me can never go wrong were too strong
climb on tilt your hat and we will carry on
my cowboy you really were lucky
youve been so very well taught
no friends to depend on no peers for to care
just you and me the sand sea and air
your now far more likely not to get hurt
because the fact is if you dont give a shit
it just wont effect you whatever they do
you can take life easy quite rightly deserved a life alone grown
out of the bouts,
living without the louts
hanging about you just to see what they could get
out of you my cowboy
you dont need the stress
for what became of your feelings before my outlaw?
they tore your heart apart ripped it out of your chest
i watched as you died inside no time to rest
but you were kind and forgiving you gave more and more
as you used to help one and all
my gun drawing friend that will be your down fall
i know good deeds used to please you so
but thats it, its enough dont go down that road anymore
after all when you do they seem to find something
to moan about every time, and did they swap anything
or pay for your service? it just isnt worth it
not that u expect anything back
but my cowboy please you you never deserved this!
dont ever come cheap your not weak speak your mind
if what your saying aint liked tough shit
they can take a hike fucking well fight
your the best ever female gunslinger theyll be
they can try and defend but you jdforder
will restore law and order without a shot your on top
COWBOY
to steed
i dont understand your words
was i right when i heard this can it be
my sleek unique wise thourough bred steed
is there a land in which we can stand to achieve
order without even drawing our guns
take me there steed i need to see the result of
a peaceful revolt
leave a whole land no wench or child scared
of the damn highwayman
really my steed can this be
say it can
STEED
to cowboy
my cowboy this hour are you well enough to depart on this path we need to cross the fires of hell
defeat elite demons reason with fallen angels
with worn out wings
but we must leave the devil be as he just as we travells with steed a rebellious white fighting force with fire for feet
dear cowboy tis time weve none left in this in this chapel
the doors need to be locked soon you see
im here for you lean on me
swoon not over the coffin im beggin u please
im sorry u can never see or touch him again
but he will be in your heart till the end
as you stand there not moved for 2 hours its true
every tear meaning so much each drop planting
a rose or such in a garden somewhere beyond mortal touch
my babe ive kept quiet while youve been speaking to ghosts
you needed to say goodbye to him most
as you didnt get to like you did with your dad
you held you father close as he died looked into
his soul when he opened his eyes for the few precious seconds to say goodbye
he wanted so to wake up and say he loved you
and tell you it was the right decision
to stop the oxygen then
DAD
to me
he just wanted to end the pain he loves and forgives you
sends thanks for the way you made sure the nurses
were doing all for him
he didnt mean to ignore your nagging to eat and take all his right tablets
“but jani you seepain followed pain operations
going wrong 10 in a few months
superbugs both the wrong medication
the heart attacks broken ribs
muscles wore away unable to move but u tried doing your best u didnt want me to die
held my hand and spoke to me when they sent the sucktion too far
you were scared too but you did your best
even they said your tone made me go back to rest,
i know you were stressedand you found it hard
to come everyday and slowly watch me slipping away JANI im strong
but im not immortal
ME
to dad
i know that dad but i swear to god your an angel
i didnt deserve you
i got so confused
could all this be true
i felt sick to the stomach
please if you can look back on me
im so sorry dad
i love you i do i couldnt of had or asked for a father like you!
i love you i do ! i saw it though too
i knew youd had enough
when the physios had to use th machine
to lift you out onto the chair
you hadnt the strength to keep your head up
no muscles left in your neck as you spent
so much time lying in bed with pillows
beneath your head
i looked at you then turned to hide tears
i was so scared dad i looked at your face
and nany looked back
i worried sick night and day praying to something youd be ok
then the nite before you died
i shut my eyes but didnt realise
what i saw then was you my dad as he died
only put the two images together on the train
when i made my way home
i love you dad please do something for me
from where ever you are
i get scared when i look at photos of you
its awful none of them looks like you to me
but no one else sees
make it stop please ive not felt at ease with one photo of you in nearly 2 years
not one hasnt scared me
i love you dadyour the best ever
ill always remember the
mad conversations we had , i have them alone now its not as much fun
i love you
STEED
as we come to the end of our lives
my friend and i……………….
my mane grows grey
hooves have been reshooed many times to date
we faced our fate drawn aces and eights,
but our makers werent met
weve yet to taste silver
no bullets will there
ever get to our backs never turn us cold
be it silver or gold
no revolver could smoulder what burns in our souls
nobody holds a colder fire inside
a freezing furnace from the treason and lies,
like my cowboy and i!
we control our own demise
the role of reaper in each others eyes
one day to lay
to sleep
to die
dearly departed we gather here today,
for those left broken hearted,
and sat in dismay,
(for those who have just recently passed,
please take your seats at the front of the class)
for those who pray to us asking for help,
the ones who cry nightly for the loss they have felt,
who well up with tears,
on certain days of the year,
till they’re once again with us up here,
(thats you re-united ones,
hope your behaving,
good , yes weve seen you all,
no need to keep waving,)
to our long but lost loved ones,
underneath us tonight,
who lie wreaths and cry,
held our hands or would if they can,at the time that we died,
stood over our stilllness,
just o be by our sides one more time,
The ones for whom we do flicker the lights,
to help them get through,
thier darkest of nights,
to those that allow us to enter thier dreams,
to kiss and to hold them and ask how they have been,
to our familys and friends whom we had loved and shown trust,
hoping they know they are still loved by us,
to all those not coping and cant quite adjust,
heres to hoping they do make it through,
live a good life but dont join us too soon,
for weve had our lives they must live thiers too,
and do all the things theyve been planning to do,
we are going no where, we will wait forvever for you!
for all those who cannot get any rest,
close your eyes, go to sleep,
and we will keep you afe,
you’ll feel so much better after you wake,
Dearly Departed i can see by your eyes,
it was not just the living hurt when you died,
youve lost people too,
though youve lost them to life,
dont sit broken hearted please Dearly Departed,
you’ve started pon a road,
one on which teres no pain,
no killing no fighting,
your lives were not in vain,
may you sit here in bliss,
wearing your wings of white,
for where you are now ,
we call PARADISE!
departed and living will again re-unite,
till then you are angels,
spread your wings and take flight!
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TO MY DEAREST JOHN, AND MY WONDERFUL DAD, THE DEARLY DEPARTED I LOVE YOU
